من قطه و ديعه لهر متمرد و حيات مضت من بين ذراعي و انا اعانقها و في عيوني كل الرضا عنها و هي كل ام حنون و بين فرح و مرح و هرج و مرج صحوت من نوم عميق لم اجدها بجانبي حملت امتعتها و رحلت عني عيناي تنظران بخوف بدهشه لم اعرف البكاء يوما لم اعرف طعمه يوما اسمع عنه في الروايات اراه على شاشات الصغيره لكن لم اكن اعرف طعمه اليوم لا ليس اليوم اظن من شهور قليله مضت احس بحرقه الدموع لكن لم اعرف طعمها و كانها سجينه اعماقي تربعت في صدري و غدا صدري قصرها الذهبي عيناي جمر من نار من شده احمراره نزفت منه الدموع كم اريد البكاء عمله نادره لم المسها من قبل غدت في متحف الامي دموعي خجوله لا تستطيع ان تكشف نفسها كم اريد البكاء عينايا تحوي بحار من دموع لعل اول قطره تفتح سد الحزن لكن هيهات هيهات

عدمت فؤادي في الهوى ان سلاكم فان فؤادي لا يحب سواكم
و ان نظرت عيني الى غير حسنكم فلا سرها بعد العباد لقاكم
حلفت يمينا لست اسلو سواكم و قلبي حزين مغرم بهواكم
سقاني الهوى كاسا من الحب صافيا فياليته لما سقاني سقاكم
خذوا رمقي حيث استقرت بكم نوى و اين حللتم فادفنوني حداكم
و ان تذكروا اسمي عند قبري يجيبكم انين عظامي عند رفع نداكم
فلو قيل لي ماذا على الله تشتهى لقلت رضا الرحمن ثم رضاكم

Computer Error Song

Computer Error Song

أسرع طريق

سلام عليكم

سلام عليكم من محب متيم و كل كريم للكريم جميل

سلام عليكم لا عدمت خيالكم و لم يحل منكم مجلس و مقيل

اغار عليكم لست اذكر اسمكم و كل حبيب للحبيب يميل

فلا تقطعوا إحسانكم عن محبكم فان الأسى يرديه و هو عليل

أراعى النجوم الزهر و هي تروعني و ليلى من فرط الغرام يطول

و لم يبقى لى صبر و لا لى حيله فأى كلام في سؤال أقول

عليكم سلام الله في ساعه الجفا سلام من الوهان و هو حمول

A Sad Love Story

A Sad Love Story
March 10, 2008 - 06:07 — samatha
A Sad Love Story telling us not to be afraid of expressing our Feelings abd try to understand others feeling and their problems.
I have a boyfriend who grew up with me. His name is Jin. I always thought of him as a friendUntil last year, when we went to a trip from a club. I found that I fell in love with him. Before thattrip was over, I took a step and confessed my love for him. And soon, we became a pair oflovers, but we loved each other in different ways. I always concentrated on him only, but by his side, there were so many other friends . To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just another girl...
"Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?" I asked."I can't""Why? You need to study at home?" I felt disappointment grabbing me."No... I am going to meet a friend...
He was always like that. He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing. To him, I was just a girlfriend. The word 'love' only came out from my mouth. Since I knew him, I had never heard him say 'I love you' before. To us, there weren't any anniversaries at all. He didn't say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days...200days... Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a doll, everyday, without fail. I don't know why...
Then one day...
Me: Um, Jin, I ...Jin: What...don't drag, just say..Me: I love you.Jin: ......you....um, just take this doll and go home.That was how he ignored my 'three words' and handed me the doll. Then he disappeared, like he was running away. The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room, one by one. There were many...Then one day came, my 19th year old birthday. When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him, and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call I was disconned all my friends call just waiting for his call... But... lunch passed, dinner passed... and soon the sky was dark... he still didn't call. It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore. Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly called me and woke me from my sleep. He told me to come out of the house. Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily.
Me: Jin...Jin: Here...take this...Again, he handed me a little doll.Me: What's this?Jin: I didn't give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you now. I'm going home now, bye.Me: Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?Jin: Today? Huh?I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday. He turned around and walked away like nothing had happen. Then I shouted... "Wait..."Jin: You have something to say?Me: Tell me, tell me you love me...Jin: What?!Me: Tell meI put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him. But he just said simple cold words and left."I don't want to say...that I love someone so easily, if you are desperate to hear it, then find someone else."That was what he said. Then he ran off. My legs felt numb... and I collapsed to the ground. He didn't want to say it easily... How could he.... I felt that... Maybe he is not the right guy for me...After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just crying. He didn't call me, although I was waiting. He just continued handing me a little doll every morning outside my house. That's how those dolls piled up in my room... everydayAfter a month, I got myself together and went to school. But what made the pain resurface was that... I saw him on a street... with another girl who was handing him a doll... He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed me...as he touched the doll... I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my room, and tears fell... Why did he gave these to me... Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls...In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around. Then suddenly, the phone rang. It was him. He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house. I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop. I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him, that... it's going to end. Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll.Jin: Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really came?I couldn't help hating him, acting like nothing had happen and joking around. Soon, he held out the doll as usual...Me: I don't need it. Jin: What....why...I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road.Me: I don't need this doll, I don't need it anymore!! I don't want to see a person like you again!I spitted out all the words that were inside me. But unlike other days, his eyes very shaking."I'm sorry" He apologized in a tiny voice. He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll...Me: You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just throw it away!!! But he became a deaf and dumb person and ignored me and just went to pick the doll. Then...
Honk~ Honk~With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him."Jin! Move! Move away!" I shouted... But he didn't hear me, he squatted down and picked up the doll."Jin, move!" HONK~!! "Boom!" That sound, so terrifying.That's how he went away from me. That's how he went away without even opening his eyes to say one word to me.After that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him... And after spending two months like a crazy person... I took out the dolls.
Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we started going out. I remembered the days I spent with him and started to count the days... when we were in love...
"One...two... three..." That was how... I started to count the dolls..."Four hundred and eighty four... four hundred and eighty five..." It all ended with 485 dolls.I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms. I hugged it tightly, then suddenly...
"I love you~, I love you~" I dropped the dolls, shocked.
"I....lo..ve...you??" I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach.
"I love you~ I love you~" It can't be! I pressed all the dolls' stomach as it piled on the side."I love you~""I love you~""I love you~"Those words came out non-stop. I...love you... Why didn't I realize that....That his heart was always by my side, protecting me. Why didn't I realize that he love me this much... I took out the doll under the bed and pressed it's stomach, that was the last doll, the one that fell on the road. It had his blood stain on it. The voice came out, the one that I was missing so much.
"Jo...Do you know what today is? We've been loving each other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is? I couldn't say I love you.... Um... since I was too shy... If you forgive me and take this doll, I will say that I love you... everyday... till I die... Jo... I love you..."
The tears came flowing out of me. Why? Why? I asked god, why do I only know about all this now? He can't be by my side, but he loved me until his last minute...
For that... and for that reason... to me... it became courage... to live a beautiful life....
This Story telling us not to be afraid of expressing our Feelings to someone who is our life and
Try to understand others feeling and their problems before getting fire upon them with anger remember to break a heart a word is enough but to join it whole life is not enough.................................
Treat every relationship ( even its our blood relation.. MOM... Dad...Brother... Sister..)as if it's the last one, then you'll know how to Give.
Treat every moment as if it's the last day, then you'll know how to Treasure.
Treasure what you have right now, or else you may regret one day...

http://gleez.com/articles/relationship/a-sad-love-story

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